Shabooyah.

for hanqi darl only

yes. 18 months. number that tells us the time we spent.
but i dont see it as 18 months. i see it as a lifetime.
it seems like ive known u like a gazillion years before.
but yet i just dont understand wat ive did wrong. im always being bad towards you.
reflecting back. i realised how much i have neglected u.
ive always been very bad to you. im the starter of every fight.
i cant blame pms for everything. its just i have a sucky attitude
i feel very overwhelemed to have u still. ur always there for me.
im sorry for being a lousy friend. for not being able to go through hurdles with you.
im sorry for always pushing u around and not understanding you
im sorry. its just very hard for me to open up. mayb its because im afraid
i dont have my comfort zone within myself.
your always doing this sweet things for me. but im just not there for you.
i even gave ur birthday present freaking late.
i enjoy running over to ur class everyday and sharing u my happy stuff
it would be even better if we were in the same class. but i guess
i have just to shut up and accept the fact.
im sorry. i even broke ur frapucino bottle today.
i shall learn to keep my hand and myself like away from ur class.
im sorry i sometimes walk away very fast.
i just have the urge to be alone at times.
but no matter what. i cant deny that i love being with you.
im sorry that i made u worry alot. and wilfred too.
i do care for u both. and u are caring abt me. its more than enough.
theres nothing more i can wish for.
i guess that i just suck. no. i mean. i cant relate it. i just dunnoe where to begin.
im scared of how u people will take it. and im lazy to say why and stuff i guess. yeah correct.
and i have horribly terribly pms
if someone where to reply back in the wrong way. i would scold the shit out of him
i dont wan it to ruin our friendship. i hope im not putting our friendship into any
im sorry i made u feel like dunnoe how to open me up
when im down, i prefer being left alone. i guess it makes me feel better
i get pms. if someone forces the shit out of me. i will lose myself.
im sorry i made u feel that ur not there for u
tell me. when are u ever not there for me. ur always trying ur best.
yet im not appreacting it. im sorry. u are there for me always.
ur the one who helps me with my homework. my work. my life and stuff.
and dont worry. im perfectly fine.
AND DEAR. U ARE HELPING ME. YOU ARE CHEERING ME UP.
YES HUNNY BEE. i feel lesbiansy after being called its a lesbian
i guess i have to get used to it!

for wong wei chong wilfred only
sorry for the cold shoulder.
time flies. i wont even realise im laughing along with you
soon. i have 2 years to change it.
why not start now yeah. gamate.
we will be like gossiping none stop
we will be like last year! although i realised i took advantage of you
always copying you. sorry.
different classes. gap is like 3 classes.
nvm! its still very near.
maybe you will be my tutor in future!
when im like 30+ and a widow and starts to realise how important studies is

for amsyar bin abdul wahed only
and i kept scolding you
and yes i trust you.
sorry.

for tjon jacob only
ur an ass. i reallyreally hope u reallyreally keep it
like wat u have said.
we have known each other for 2 years already
lets not waste it
and sorry.

for jieru. jordy. yuan jiat. glenn. hui ru. ben neo. and even moremoremore only
"nazera are u ok?"
"HELLO!"
"why u look like a zombie!"
"why nvr come sch 2 days!"
"why u look so sad!"
thxs. like seriously. really.
and sorry my reply is like very assholic.
and importantly. sorry if i didnt mention ur name
but still i rmbr u for wat u have done/said
i suffer from severe stm. i suck in rmbring things.
thats why i have to live near sch just to make sure i can run back incase i forget bring things.
sorrysorrysorry!

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30h!3- Don't Trust Me Black dress with the tights underneath I've got the breath of a last cigarette on my teeth And she's an actress but she ain't got no need She's got money from her parents in a trust fund back east T-t-tongues always pressed to your cheeks While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth You tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fucking scared of him She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me X's on the back of your hands Washed them in the bathroom to drink like the bands And the set list, you stole off the stage Has red and purple lipstick all over the page B-b-bruises cover your arms Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm And the best is, no one knows who you are Just another girl alone at the bar She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me Shush girl, shut your lips Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips I said shush girl, shut your lips Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips I said shush girl, shut your lips Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me She wants to touch me, woo ooh She wants to love me, woo ooh She'll never leave me woo ooh, woo ooh, ooh ooh Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho Won't trust a ho 'cause the ho won't trust me

David Cook - Permanent Is this the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my broken promise That you'll never see me cry And everything, it will surely change Even if I tell you I won't go away today Will you think that you're all alone When no one's there to hold your hand? And all you know seems so far away And everything is temporary Rest your head I'm permanent I know he's living in hell every single day And so I ask oh god is there some way For me to take his place And when they say it's all touch and go I wish I could make it go away But still you say Will you think that you're all alone When no one's there to hold your hand? When all you know seems so far away And everything is temporary Rest your head I'm permanent I'm permanent Is the moment where I look you in the eye? Forgive my promise That you'll never see me cry

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